So I decided to password protect that previous post because my opinions are rather strong and I don’t want people getting the wrong ideas. Email me and I’ll send you the password. That’s the same password for any other protected posts I’ll be writing in the future too, unless noted otherwise.

Speaking of password protection, I said maybe would post one about what I was alluding to before. Well I guess there’s no need to after all. What I meant was, I was having a hard time because I liked someone, but he likes someone else. Nothing suprising, the usual. I don’t think she likes him anyway, despite what others think…coughkelseycough. I don’t really care now though. This might sound odd to some of you guys, but I’ve decided not to worry about anything like that. It’s not going to get me anywhere if I dwell on it anyway. That’s God’s job, not mine. Why worry about something when you can let God handle it? I mean really, He already knows what’s going to happen! If He takes care of it, then it’s completly out of my hands…what a relief. It’s not easy to let go though, don’t get me wrong.

In other respects, life has been continuing as usual. Everyone around me is graduating/finishing up the school year, but I’m going to have to go all the way through summer. Thanks in part to my lethargy earlier this year, thanks in other part to our move to Seattle that never happened. I became the second parent while my dad was living across the country, and thus my school year suffered. Oh well…I won’t die. I don’t think I’ve had the summer completely off for three years now anyway, it’s nothing new to me. I’m actually somewhat enjoying Chemistry. I thought I would hate it, but I actually find it quite fasinating. God is so amazing to have created everything so…I don’t want to say perfectly, since sin has corrupted this world, but everything fits together so amazingly it just dumbfounds me to think someone could believe this world was created by accident and coincidence. Evolutionary brainwashing bothers me so much. I don’t mean to offend anyone, these are my opinions though. I’m still friends with you if you don’t agree with me! Anyway, the amazing organization and layout of the Periodic Table of Elements never ceases to amaze me either. I’m not being sarcastic, it’s seriously thrilling the way someone actually thought of a way to lay out all those elements in such a way that they mean so much. I probably sound like such a nerd! It just especially striked me today after doing two weeks’ worth of Chemistry.

Also…Geometry is pretty amazing too. The fact that someone found out all these postulates and reasons and worked them into puzzles is so…freakishly awesome. I’m not saying I’m good at Geometry (haha yeah right), but I minorly understand it and appreciate the fact that someone devoted a lot of time to coming up with all these rules and stuff.

Old literature is pretty interesting also. I just finished Dante’s Divine Comedy and actually semi-liked it. Of course, it did get annoying sometimes when he wanted to repeat himself like 10 times in a row (memories of Plato’s Republic, anyone?) before moving on. Not my idea of light reading, but the story was really quite interesting. It might have taken me months to get through, but I don’t regret reading it. Next is John Calvin’s Institutes of the Christian Religion, which I don’t think will be quite as engaging…oh well, school doesn’t have to all be interesting!

So now I’ve established myself as the local school freak/over-achiever…don’t worry, I don’t always think of school as engaging. There’s many days when I just want to be done and over with. But I am definately not ready to graduate. I still feel like I’m a freshman with a lot ahead of me! In reality, I do; college and life. But I’m not ready to leave and everything. I’ll probably go to a junior college first, so I really don’t have to worry anyway.

Wow, it feels nice to just talk about whatever I want and not wonder what people are thinking. Even if I just talk about boring stuff. Thanks for reading, guys.

So I decided to password protect that previous post because my opinions are rather strong and I don’t want people getting the wrong ideas. Email me and I’ll send you the password. That’s the same password for any other protected posts I’ll be writing in the future too, unless noted otherwise.

Speaking of password protection, I said maybe would post one about what I was alluding to before. Well I guess there’s no need to after all. What I meant was, I was having a hard time because I liked someone, but he likes someone else. Nothing suprising, the usual. I don’t think she likes him anyway, despite what others think…coughkelseycough. I don’t really care now though. This might sound odd to some of you guys, but I’ve decided not to worry about anything like that. It’s not going to get me anywhere if I dwell on it anyway. That’s God’s job, not mine. Why worry about something when you can let God handle it? I mean really, He already knows what’s going to happen! If He takes care of it, then it’s completly out of my hands…what a relief. It’s not easy to let go though, don’t get me wrong.

In other respects, life has been continuing as usual. Everyone around me is graduating/finishing up the school year, but I’m going to have to go all the way through summer. Thanks in part to my lethargy earlier this year, thanks in other part to our move to Seattle that never happened. I became the second parent while my dad was living across the country, and thus my school year suffered. Oh well…I won’t die. I don’t think I’ve had the summer completely off for three years now anyway, it’s nothing new to me. I’m actually somewhat enjoying Chemistry. I thought I would hate it, but I actually find it quite fasinating. God is so amazing to have created everything so…I don’t want to say perfectly, since sin has corrupted this world, but everything fits together so amazingly it just dumbfounds me to think someone could believe this world was created by accident and coincidence. Evolutionary brainwashing bothers me so much. I don’t mean to offend anyone, these are my opinions though. I’m still friends with you if you don’t agree with me! Anyway, the amazing organization and layout of the Periodic Table of Elements never ceases to amaze me either. I’m not being sarcastic, it’s seriously thrilling the way someone actually thought of a way to lay out all those elements in such a way that they mean so much. I probably sound like such a nerd! It just especially striked me today after doing two weeks’ worth of Chemistry.

Also…Geometry is pretty amazing too. The fact that someone found out all these postulates and reasons and worked them into puzzles is so…freakishly awesome. I’m not saying I’m good at Geometry (haha yeah right), but I minorly understand it and appreciate the fact that someone devoted a lot of time to coming up with all these rules and stuff.

Old literature is pretty interesting also. I just finished Dante’s Divine Comedy and actually semi-liked it. Of course, it did get annoying sometimes when he wanted to repeat himself like 10 times in a row (memories of Plato’s Republic, anyone?) before moving on. Not my idea of light reading, but the story was really quite interesting. It might have taken me months to get through, but I don’t regret reading it. Next is John Calvin’s Institutes of the Christian Religion, which I don’t think will be quite as engaging…oh well, school doesn’t have to all be interesting!

So now I’ve established myself as the local school freak/over-achiever…don’t worry, I don’t always think of school as engaging. There’s many days when I just want to be done and over with. But I am definately not ready to graduate. I still feel like I’m a freshman with a lot ahead of me! In reality, I do; college and life. But I’m not ready to leave and everything. I’ll probably go to a junior college first, so I really don’t have to worry anyway.

Wow, it feels nice to just talk about whatever I want and not wonder what people are thinking. Even if I just talk about boring stuff. Thanks for reading, guys.